erm, what to say? exams are pretty useless actually. not to say i screwed up my whole exam, but it's like getting all the tips from everywhere make me feel like it isn't a exam, more like a qiuz. no? LOL..

well, i still got 5 papers to go. chinese paper got two, paper three for all the science subjects then the mid term exam is over. pheww. what to say? i'm really looking forward to my holiday. gotta stay at home till i get very very bored. =DD yeah yeah, this holiday don't plan to go out so much like the last holiday. dont know. see la.

if u could have notice, i got kinda serious PMS. no?? let me tell you something, i get very frustrated with my parent exspecially my dad. dont want to talk about it any further. in school, i barely talk to people, more like anti-social. LOL. not to say make fun or laugh like a mad people in class. == totally no mood okie??

whatever la, just pray hard the chinese paper wont be hard. hmm hmmmmmm....
ps. seriously Jess, if you have to do this to me, i dont mind and i dont care now. whatever i wrote on the last post, it's for you. you're welcome.

i really don't like people pretend everything is ok when it's not. i believe that, if you got the heart and wanted to tell me everything or anything, i would not have to ask and even beg to know it. i do care about u, care about you a lot, so please dont do this again. if u say u are totally fine i will believe you, cause i trust you. the next time, if u dont wanna tell what happen to you when i forced you, i'm over it, i'm done.


sometimes i just wondering, everything that i do to, do you really have to judge and give a sarcastic treatment for me? i deserve that? really? we all know that, everyone sees that, you are not happy about what i said, but seriously? if u are not happy with it, go fine someone and get over it. c'mon, i can stand it when u do it once, twice or maybe not so often. but u are doing it over and over again every time i tell u what really happening between US. if you're not happy or satisfy with it, then you dont have to show it to me or perhaps i should have stop telling things to you. all you have to do is listen, i didnt expect you to judge. just imagine la i tell you something even more and even u cant expect. i can know your reaction after i tell u that.

agree with me JHEK? you know EXACTLY who am i talking about right? =D

i believe that u know me, after so long. u should have know. i hate it when you started something and never wanted to finish what u have started. for instance, a conversation? didnt u realised that?

i don't like it when u are in ur unusual confident which make me wanna slap u. seriously. and the way talking to my friends, that's so damn fake, if u wanna look down on someone, just go ahead and never talk to him ever again, that's the rules. try to imagine, if u look down on someone and u talk to him like nothing happen, try to imagine what he will feels.

ps, somewhat i do think i should think about it, maybe i do the same as the person. no offence. but just telling.
ps, i do mind being left out alright, i do mind.

this is really good okie?!! try to listen to it. i know you're bored calvin, just listen to this. =DD if u can be so leng zai like them, i sure want u one. =DD ahahahaha

alright, today is quite a interesting day.

we celebrated Pn Bong's birthday, our favorate teacher in the school, leng lui also. =DD she's out bio teacher and also temporary math teacher when Pn Normala go to hospital. when Pn Normala is back we actually ask Pn Bong to teach us math.=DD anyway, she is a great teacher.

Sue Ching brought the camera to school for teacher's birthday and also for our school magazine for our class page i think. took kinda lot of funny picture. i dont know why i do those faces, i look so damn retard ok?! LOL

anyway, after that went to the QM thing to set up the tents for teacher's day but obviously im not doing work but lepak and start complaining about the Poh Poh(teacher). ish

after school went to the servey thing with waiyan, well, had a interesting talk about radio. but more like comparing Hitz fm and fly Fm, which one is better. O.o yeah. have fun thou. yeah, u can have fun and u can earn money at the same time. wheeee.. thanks waiyan. =DD

kinda tiring day la. very lazy to talk to people, text also lazy. but i got mood to blog thou. =DD

ps, sometimes, you just have to make it out of sight and out of mind if u cannot get that thing that u want. too forcefull will only hurt no one but urself. D=

ps, go facebook for more photo.cause somehting wrong with blogger i cant upload photo. sorry people. =(

有时候，爱真的很辛苦..

ok ok. since our beloved Mr.Calvin Chee ask me to update my blog, so i have to. cause i owe him.

anyway, today krystle birthday. sorry my friend, i cant go for the dinner although u asked me so many time. IM SORRY. i feel so bad wei. D= anyway, hope krystle have fun today and get over the jackass.

i just realised that the earring i wearing spoiled ad. the diamond(of course fake one) drop ad. ahh. that's my 1st earring and it has to end up like that. T.T ok. i know i'm stupid, but i like it so much. T.T

erm erm, yeah. exam is two weeks away from now, and i still going out every sat. this week is get to make new friends, hopefully they are friendly. Opps, no offense. =x next week is Pik Sue birthday celebration. wow. crazy wei. i dont think exam is a good idea, remember i wrote i'm looking forward to exam? well. i still think so although i'm not prepared for it.

this blog is no more writing about my feelings, cause i know i can hurt people easily. Smart People!! go find it out urself, or come and ask me. =DD

that's all lu. Dah happy Mr. Calvin??