MORE MORE MORE~~!!

alright, school is like school, life is more than life. dont know what the hell i'm talking about now.

more gossip in school, wheee. shhh, can not tell evryone. LOL. telling everyone punya orang is seriously baka(stupid)!! seriously wei, girls, can u imagine if that 'women' knows exactly what happen to me?! she will be like shouting infront of the computer then to the school, to me, to everyone, to the Block L, then to the Block A, B, C then back to Block L again?! LoL. somewhat i just cant wait to see her reaction when she know the truth. *evil laugh*

i am just got a little crazy after the fever, i dont know what happen la. got high ad. till now also can't stop. wheee.

i dont wanna go for vacation again la. i'm trying to convince my dad not to take me, be tot of what he will react after i ask him then i dont want to ask ad. i'm trying k honey, but.. ARGH!!!

hmmm, i just cant wait for a lot of things!!

ps. you are not the only one, if u continue like this, u cant blame me for doing the same thing like her. *i'm serious*
ps. it hurts so bad for asking more, just because u have to ask from it.
ps. i really hope u can pop out of no where to appear in front of me, cause i miss you so damn freaking much. T.T

i dont know what i should said and do now. i'm damn bloody tired about everything. EVERYTHING.

can i just give up the job of sect ah? seriously damn freaking tired tau. just thank god my eyesight still remain perfect. the registration, the reports, the minits. all these all these. wtf wei. i need to study la. imagine u have only saturday and sunday to rest, and for revision, and u end up doing reports. WTF. i wish i can step down early. gosh

just wanna make it clear. is either u guys dont tell me about all that, or u guys dont critisize on it. it's non of ur fucking business rite?! this is seriously pissing me off. it's like indirectly insulting and humilating us u know?! it's that hard for u to leave it that way, and let us deal with it?! if u really got a better suggestion to make it better, please go ahead, or not just fuck off. u guys just making it worst.

i dont wanna compare, cause i know i'm making enough effort but things just doesnt work out. u have the luck ok?! we all know. so stop showing me all these bullshit.

ps, i need you so so badly. where are u now darling?! >..<

**scream** tomorrow is monday AGAIN! =(

alright i have to chill. i really need a break. school is tiring, tuition is tiring because school it's after school. scouts is more tiring cause more reports are coming, more complain is coming, more plans to go. house is getting more quite, the dog doesnt bark, i dont know why. sisters not at home. hmmmm

oh yeah, went time square with yan that day. sue and kelly actually joining us one, but seems like Mr. Ong dont let and sue sick jor. then left only us lu. we had fun thou. somewhat i'm kinda kesian those boy friends have to accompany their girl friends to shop. cause that's damn freaking alot of shop and imagine the girl went in every shop and look look look then still cant find the one she likes. LOL. ur leg can patah i tell u.

now i seriously find out that i got alot of new shirt. my mom is going to kill me if she open my closet. cause i tell her i got nothing else to wear, so i have to go shopping. wahaha.

gosh, tomorrow i am going to see the stupid Mr.NG.i wan Pn. Rema eh. shyt, means have to go for physics tuition again and thank god is Chong Haw teaching in Saturday. WHEEE.

my mom is like asking me to stop taking so much tuition. and my dad is forcing me to Mr. Kumar which is the tuition i wan to stop. == dont know what's going to happen when SPM is near. now already exhauted, imagine SPM. CAN DIE wei.

that day teaching my sis add math and i realised i forgot most of it!! have to do more ad, have to find more time for it. GOSH, i got alot to study!! (stress myself too much??)

CNY?! i just wanna stay at home wor. NICHOLAS CHENG WEI ERN!!! u better fetch me go everywhere as u had promise ah.. i dont wanna take bus ad. and i still dont know if i'm going for trip or not, with all the relatives?? gosh, i really wanna take a break eh!! =(

alright, breath breath breath!!! and i wanna sleep ad. good night people.

有时真的希望可以任性一点，
可以不要明白一切一切，

也许你会心疼我一些
会在乎我多一些？

以为你会懂...


真的是犯溅！！

T-T

I feel tall. LOL.


gosh, seriously?! my face went red when i'm scolding the juniors?! SERIOUSLY?! damn wei. anyway, i have fun when they are having post mortem. =D

and today suppose to have tuition at 11 then suddenly change to 12 jor. like what the hell. and the tutor is super funny, but most of the time i dont know what the hell he's saying. he got big eyeS. O.O and waiyan was like if he gets taller, i really wanna date him, he's so damn cute. LOL.
the little girl in the tuition centre, so cute. LOL.


after that went and watch movie in mid. cause waiyan SUDDENLY said wanna go, so yeah. sorry sue. =D then after that went to the exhibition hall, there got chocolate fair, some wedding fair and also promoting cars one. i forgot to ask my sis to go for t, she loves chocolate. LOL. anyway, we are like the youngest people who went into the wedding fair, so it's like so damn weird, everyone is looking. LOL.
whee~!! so nice. but i dont want. alot of colouring. LOL.


BTW, i really hope that we can have another girls talk wei. Friday was absolutely FUN!! WOMEN!! remember the potato?! wahahahhaa. love you guys lot.

PS, gosh, it's not good thing to tell ur BFF the truth cause they will keep remind me of U. dang. U happy rite?! urgh..
PS, i can't stand U, 'cause everything U do make me wanna smile. =D
PS, erm erm, i am being nice in the beginning, but it's just getting annoying u see. cant u just leave me alone?! i mean obviously I'm not interested or even understand what the f*** u saying, so just drop it and FUCK OFF.

well yeah,

school started like 2 days ago?! everything is ok, quite expected. but i wasn't ready for the big crowd. i mean imagine the whole school including form one and form2
gather and fit into the dewan bakti. like WTF?! alright, that's for the 1st day la. i was quite high before get into class. keep banging Zi Meng like hell, whee.. that's so fun!!

anyway, 2nd day is okie. can say boring lo. i tell u, i can seriously sleep in the chemistry class. the MR.ThanaWHATEVER is the other MR.NG. trust me, he is. erm, at least he used the slide projector instead of the computer on the 1st day. but the second day expected, he using the laptop. == can seriously fall asleep with his SWEET sound wei. LOL.

well, tomorrow is going to be so BUSY. after school got meeting, maybe till 3 something reach home at 4.30 or maybe 5? then 6 got tuition, till 7.30. after that need to travel to another place for tuition again and also dinner of cuz. start another tuition at 8 till 10.30. gosh, i dont know i can handle that or not.my friend can do the same last year then why i cant?! so yeah, need to try 1st lu. =D

then thursday got the stupid koko meeting, dont know till what time. urgh!! when waiyan heard got free food she is like asking maddie she can go or not. that girl ah. seriously?! if she wanna replace then replace me la. i dont wanna go la. ish ish.

Friday, got meeting with the juniors again. yeah all. so for those who read this please be in the tapak by 12.45pm. i am going to scold kao kao. alright, joking only. u will know la. anyway, if dont have meeting, i will be watching movie with Zi meng they all ad. T.T

URGH, so damn busy.

ps, boy,i went through the same thing like u do now. so just stay calm and enjoy all this u know, later u are going to miss this feelings. i am always there for u. =D
ps, the boy is not u, so dont be perasan silly boy. LOL =P

new yeat eve?!
spent time with family. i dont know why my eldest sister dont wanna go with us, instead she is having cheese cake at home infont of her computer. we tot she will go out with her bf tim. ah ah. whatever. LOL.

alright, we pergi station one. i dont know why, my mom likes the place so much. yeah, online there and also had Heineken there. wheee. gosh, i seriously realised i drink alot these days. WAHAHHAA.

erm erm, nothing special la. just chat with friends online half way heard the fireworks sound. LOL. only realised is 2010. then the live band there started countdown late. well, a few min late. can see the firework clearly from the restaurant, cause it's near The Curve. so yeah.

ah, i dont know what to write ad. whatever la, no mood jor. =(

pics>>>



they are posing, erm, act like after fight. LOL.

yes, the bear bear they gave and HEINEKEN <3

firework. my cacat phone camera. D=