tag by Izzul, dont wanna do it on Facebook cause it's so troublesome. LOL.


Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone. Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test.
But, if you don't know how to bold/italise...then just answer in the way you usually do.

Miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.


I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. Because it's beautiful.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thingy!
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.


stag list
Waiyan
Jonathan Hong
Chun Keen
Maddie
Chee Yoong
Yuen Yee

BEBE, IT'S LAST DAY OF 2009!!

well, i woke up quite early today. my sister keep going in and out of the room, the door keep close and open. make me cant sleep. well, she is busy dressing up for her outing. =D.

when i opened my eyes, the sunlight shine through the window like how it use to be, but i don't feel the same anymore. i used to feel so grateful, so happy cause it's going to be a good day. cause u will be there. BUT BUT BUT, no but.

alright, today last day of 2009.
i just cant wait for the vacation tomorrow~!! need to shout at the sea, need to swim the whole morning and noon, need to play squash with my sister, need to have more fun!!
need to forgive and forget~!!!

later i am going to study. yeah, study. chemistry!! i dont even touch school book this holiday wei, feel so damn weird. LoL. so so later gonna study like hell, hopefully can la. >..<

last day of 2009, i got no plan. anyone wanna go for movie or something?? i dont wanna stuck at home. T.T oh boy, take me out!!!
anyway, people, have fun tonight!! =D

2010.. i hope...
i hope can get good result for SPM of cuz. that one mesti can one la. blek.
i hope can seriously found where should i go after SPM. gosh, i really got no target for that wei, so lost. help ME!!!
i hope i can get more independence and without getting lost in the mall. >..<
i hope i can get more new friend. blek
i hope i can be more open to people, well, i am trying now. haha. no more anti social. LOL.
i hope i can really handle stress! cause next year gonna be a busy year.
i hope i can find a REAL and good doctor. *hopefully* T.T
i hope i can find someone who always be there for me.
I JUST WANNA BE REALLY HAPPY IN 2010~!!

PS, take a deep breath my dear, everything will be fine, and it will be. BREATH~~
ps, I miss the way u make me smile, i miss the way u make me happy like u used to be. i dont know what happen, i really dont know.

wheeee~~!!! CHRISTMAS OUTING

alright, went out with Wai Yan and Szi Wei today. nothing much la.
waited for the stupid bus for more than 30 minutes?! then reached there i was shocked that the mall is crowded. just dont feel comfortable.

i'm just too bored while waiting. LOL.

met Szi Wei in MPH then went to Jusco. Szi Wei taught me how to choose shirt. wahahaha. funny wei, i just consider the length of the shirt and not the length of the sleeve. LOL.

after that just crapping in the restaurant when having brunch. Brunch or breakfast? i dont know. just know that i just have honey lemon tea, cause i am damn full that time.=D


when we waiting for the food, Wai Yan opens her birthday present.I suppose to give her yesterday but just cant make it there.=D sorry for the late present! tak kan i bring that to camp rite?! LOL. just thank god she loves the present. I love you my dear~!! =D


trying on her present, i know she's gonna love it. wahahaha


after that we went and watch ALVIN and the CHIPMUNKS. Theordore is so adorable!! somewhat it look like santa, i mean the body. wahahhaa. then then then when and walk around after the movie. went and buy present. and u know Szi Wei is like damn sian there see us walking around when we went into Vincci. LOL. and tell u what, Vincci is full of people. well, everywhere is full of people. scary.

then we went MPH again, cause i remember i need to get something. wahahhaa.

in MPH, gosh, he is TALL~!!!

this is hard to find meh? i foound it in MPH. never mind Santa, if u wanna choose the other one also i dont mind. =D

oh yeah, did i mention the promoter outside the mall is annoying?! urgh, i shouldnt have look at them that time. came and talk non stop, i am rushing! cant u see?! LOL.
just had a pretty nice outing today. Merry Christmas people.

PS, damn, i am good in remember small and useless stuff. gosh. consider observant or what? =.=''

Baby, u know it's Christmas eve?? IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!!!

alright, this morning i woke up by a phone call, wonder who the hell is that. then got bath and get ready to school, yeah school. MEMBERSHIP DRIVE people!! and it's Christmas eve. =.=

i am on my way to school then Shau Yuan called, asking me am i coming or not. guess what?! that's only 9.10 and I'm already outside the school. i planed to come at 9.30, imagine i do so, he will be keep calling. =.=

well, nothing much lo. they all go gadget then i clean den lo, since really got nothing else to do. then when up and gossip with them. PEOPLE!! i got the prove that Szi wei likes to talk bad about people! wan me to prove it? i got the video for it. come come, i show u. LOL.



like posing rite?! LOL.


after that why bring OUT the frame. 4 kuching. and keep shouting only. LOL.after that they all went and take their PMR result. szi wei got 6 A, Shao Yuan got 7A(BRAVO)!, Hwa Hong got Straight As. ALVIN got 2A, wahahaha.


around 1 something people all went back ad, left Hwa Hong, Szi Wei and I. nothing to do, so wash fly sheet. LOL. went back home at 2.30pm. =.=''

alright, i will start crapping from now. here goes. LOL.
YOU KNOW?!
what i felt for u now, is totally hopeless! i shouldn't make expectation like i used to do. what i got next? more disappointment.i should i have know... u said u understand, the only thing u do is keep saying sorry. what's the point of that when u don't even know what u did wrong?! you see, i don't mind explaining but not right after everything. i know I'm being difficult, but...*i think u know*
BTW, it's not about her.


I should have know.

what u have to REMEMBER is today IS 24th of December, Christmas eve~!! have fun people.

tomorrow!! i'm going out with my besties!! i really need to go out, dont make me stay at home,or not i will be crazy~~!!!

p/s, It's the 4th time. FORTH!!! the 4th time i am trying to hold back my tears but eventually failed. NOT AGAIN! i'm done.
p/s, i'm kinda amaze that my eyes and nose not red when i look myself in the mirror. LOL. i'm getting pro of that already. whee.

just thank god tonight's phone connection is gonna jam jam jam like hell!! =D

swing swing swing swing swing~~!!!!

alright, i am having mood swing now. erm, PMS much??! i guess, this few month punya PMS different wei, not got high ad. more advance, can feel heartache one. chunted rite? urgh!! it kills.

like now, i got pissed off, then feel heartache. later i guess i gonna cry myself to sleep. urgh. AGAIN. i think this happened last month. dang.

i'm going crazy sooner or later.

btw,
i like the scent. the smell is so YOU. so comfortable.
i tot it will be the same when i run my fingers in ur hair,
i tot it will be the same when we whisper to each other,
i tot is the same,but not really.
things changed. *glad that it changed*
but i still like the smell~!!
i'm gonna miss you


PS, when i tot of u, everything is ok, everything feels rite.
PSs, I wanted to be faithful, trying to.

yes yes, my post became lesser and lesser. LOL.

wanted to blog so much but just dont know what to say. wanted to tell so much, but realized, is it matters?? wanted to tell but just dont know how to say.

i'm truly sorry. i'm sorry i am not that good in sharing feelings, not that good in telling things to my friends. i knew what i had became - keep everything to myself, trying to pretend i am ok when i am not, knowing that's really no point telling. not that i dont wanna share, i am not good in it. whatever la. me rite?! LOL. if u wanna know mai come ask me lo, dont expect me to tell u if it isn't something BIG and SERIOUS!! if u ask me, at least u can get the clear answer rite? so so, come and ask, i will be answer u. so please be smart enough to know whether it is a lie or not. LOL.

BTW, camp. SHYT the hell out of it!!!
urgh urgh urgh!!! enough. dont wanna talk/think jor. T.T

PS, crush?? not crush?? boy, u are just so adorable!!! what's with the stare with the beautiful eyes??

most people don’t know who they are, and that’s why they lie. they’re afraid someone else will find out who they are before they find out for themselves
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