erm, yeah.
i will be going to China on the 23th, friday about noon i suppose. coming back on the 31th, saturday, about 9 at night. i planned to go to study the next day, cause exam. BM and add math. Pn. Lean said i can retake the add math paper one again on monday. so yeah, need to study add math.

u know what's the funny part when i gave my letter for applying leave to teacher? she is like judging my family member's name. she said my mom and my sis name sounds like a guy. and i was like totally frustrated with it. wth wei!!!right. skip skip skip...

tomorrow gonna skip school again and go study in library. i dont know why, i just dont wanna go to school. study math and add math and i think after, that going to sunway with pik sue they all. hopefully they dont FFK, cause it's been a long time we didnt get together. T.T

now also dont know what the hell is happening to me. nothing in mind. when edward asked am i ok or not. i only realised how lost am i, lost till i dont know i am ok or not. i dont know. i cant think now. so yeah.

i think i should be study my Chemistry now.

PS, You’re my best friend and the most understanding person in the world, the only one that understands me the most, yet I can’t seem to tell you what’s on my mind.
PS, i shouldent have see u that day, u have no idea how i feel after that, it hurts.

gosh, it is so damn hard.
I am sorry darling, I just cant let it go like this when we aren't talking this out.
I am sorry that I cant do it.
I tried, but I think I should have try harder
to be able to keep things out of sight, out of mind.


PS, already gone.
PS, u are just the way u are. how amazing it is can find u around me just by turning my head. i feel u around.
PS, this is all about u.

some of u know that i will off to China this month rite?! hmm, is from the 23th to 30th. 7days. Chee Yoong asked then only i realized it is next week.

i haven apply for my leave to teacher yet, haven done settle the registration stuff. haven done the camp stuff. haven do revision yet.a lot of stuff haven do. and guess what?! my exam starts at the 26th i guess. so i will be skipping 4 days of exam means 8 papers. since Pn. Rema said, 2 papers for 1 day.LOL. good thing?!

dont feel like going lar, but that's like a family trip, i mean a BIG family trip, is gonna be so fun to play with my cousin's children.LOL. come back then exam. like what the hell wei?! study in the plane. study when boarding?!! screw that damn final exam larr..T.T

screw that test!!! gosh, at least la give me the damn time table for exam, so that i know what i no need to study. just hope the 1st few paper is BM, Sejarah, and Moral. ish ish.

why my school wanna make that exam so late, u know i was happy and excited about the final exam?! i know i crazy, but seriously. i am excited about that final, i wonder what's the different u know. ish ish ish!!!! ruining my year plan only. urgh!!!

anyway, i know i will be missing u guys. Wai Yan dont worry i will bring back what u want. that one u can't live without de. see la my dad wanna bring it back or not. weee.

Rather than talking so much,

Remain silence.

Rather than thinking too much,

Tune into your feelings.

Untroubled

and

at ease,

Try to wait without making a note.

Try to trust without making a decision.

i dont know what to say.
seriously, speechless.
but i am feeling a lot. a lot.

so i am asking myself, do it really matters?!
i can't say 'no, it doesnt matters at all.'

Having neither to weigh thoughts nor... measure words, but pouring them all right out, just as they are, chaff and grain together; certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and then with the breath of kindness blow the rest away. - a quote by Dinah Craik


PS. who do u think i write this to?! (perasannya)
PS. thanks for doing that, made me realized i ain't insane now.
PS. i dont mind if u continue like that, i got more time for myself. =D
PS. i dont know why i love writing PS.now. haha. LOL. is getting quite annoying, i know.

hmm, yeah mooncake festival is like saturday rite?

so so, in the morning, second fetch me to waiyan house and guess what?! we almost took like 1 hour in the traffic jam. tell u why there is a traffic jam near the skypark. cause there was a flight rehearsal then a lot of people park their car on the fly-over-bridge. they just PARK there!!! WHAT THE F**CK WEI.

then never mind, reach waiyan's house then we straight go sunway and meet jon. kesian him, need to wait for us like almost one hour. T.T after that manage to watch G-force..wakaka.

after that, go back to waiyan's house. her mom's cooking is so damn nice. almost like my mom one.haha. then 'celebrate' mooncake festival there.LOL.

the next day, wakaka. woke up, then see the girl still sleeping with a lot of pillows with her. i think she like the weight of the pillows on her. haha, funny la. then after that go waiyan's mom there and have breakfast or so called brunch.haha. the mee is nice!!

then guess what?! we go mid after that and watch the movie Tsunami..HAHAHA.. after we got the ticket, we go MPH. guess what?! we found one pretty good book. i forgot what's the book called. Angel's message?!! something like that. that is nice. but too bad, that's expensive.LOL.

after that, i straight go back home, lucky didnt follow second's car. if not, 5 o'clock only can reach home. siao. damn tired this few days.

holiday..WEEE... those who are having PMR, good luck to u!! and to those who having SPM trial also, good luck..=D


PS. is almost 3.10pm, still didnt hear a thing from u. dont really use to it.
PS. darling, dont got too happy cause u think u are pro in math, later got unexpected result then i will laugh at u. *evil laugh*
PS. i remember ur face again!! LOL.

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everythings okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

i'm in love with lomograhy again!


alright.

PMR is like next week, like i care?!got holiday again..WEEE.. still thinking how to spend the 4 days.

nothing to update much about school la. i just know that, this few days teacher not really come to school or enter class so the class like not so much student then is like all very boring and dull.

oh yeah, i remember already. that time we had like 4 free periods, cause Pn. Bong and Pn. Kokilum didnt enter class, so rare. haha. anyway, waiyan and i go library, then all the boys are like all ponteng to play football. then at the end they all come back and lepak in the library with waiyan and i. fail to ponteng class, just because teacher is standing near the door, so embarrassing wei. {chi yok}

then is Chemistry class. teacher gave one experiment that worth 3 marks in the final exam.we all are like keep on asking each other how to do that, cause we always din pay attention to the teacher. and i am quite surprise that i know how to do that and found out the answer. hopefully that's the correct answer lu.

great, i know these few days, a lot of things happened. maybe u guys didnt realized that, but never mind.

but just wanna tell this to all my BFF (u know who u are la), no matter what happen to u, we are always there for u. so dont feel bad to come to us,to express or even confess to us.LOL. although i know sometimes i am not really helping but i am trying.T.T at least can make u feel better?! hehe. i know what's that like when all things didnt come to order and really feel like breaking down, so go ahead to be emo, be sad or even cry in front of us, we are there for u. U worth the attention from us, cause u know u are the best we ever had. u know we love u. =D

anyway, that's been a long time i didn't look up to the sky and searching for stars in the morning. ever since i met u when the dim light shine on u.

p/s I do love u, but I want u to go. That's the best I can do. 'cause i love freedom more.
p/s I hate becoming a replacement! sometimes that really pissing me off.