OK. school is gonna start tomorrow. so yeah, gonna do a lot stuff when it start.T.T and gonna face a lot of people when school starts..NO!!! that sound like i am anti-social with people only. haha..

this holiday, hmm.. is fun actually. u know just now my mom was chatting with me and telling me school is gonna start tomorrow and i was like yeah. then she said dont u think time pass too fast? then i reply, no lar. not very fast for this holiday, if go back to school, time is gonnna pass even faster than u can imagine.LOL.. what am i saying wei..

anyway, what did i did in this holiday?! erm erm, just FYI, my holiday start on the Friday..LOL..

*** went to library with Waiyan on Friday and again i went to library on Monday with Edward and Chee Yoong. (dont be jealous Wendy).. haha. U know when we study there Sze Wei suddenly come and sms me. funny wei that guy but too bad he kena bang back by CY.lol..

*** tuesday something happen. then i dont know why she made me involve in this but somehow i feel guilty also when i see his face like that..

*** then went to play squash at the 1st time with Eric, Edward, Chee Yoong, Waiyan. didnt get to play with Edward and CY and also waiyan..hmm..next time.. then after that play true or dare in MCD. haha.. damn funny wei.. EDWARD!! U MISSED IT..

*** went to watch movie with my BFF.

i had fun in this holiday actually. haha. i should have go out more with my BFF.. we usually go out twice in every holiday Kan?? hmmm...next holiday!!

i want to watch FINIAL DESTINATION 4!!! dont know when i free...T.T kesian me weii.
oh yeah, i stil cant forget about the prank!! WAIYAN!!! u so funny!! ahahhahahahaha...

i think i need to stop here la. can not get high now,lather cant sleep.. TATA..

well,

this is getting more complicated than i tot it is gonna be!!

that will be more worst when i got back to school..

i think i cant just run away or fake a smile when u ask the question, cause that will be more worst.

i cant stop SMILING when it comes to this!!

DAMN!! i am so predictable when it comes to this..=.=''




P/S i know u guys dont understand, but never mind. 'cause u no need to understand! LOL

SOMETIMES THE TRUTH HURTS.

that is what u taught me, i learn to accepted it and like to know the truth. Although that will always hurt, but i just dont want people to lie. i dont know if u are the same as me. Or u rather no to know the truth and continue fake a smile like u are ok with it??

i know sometimes u like to keep everything to yourself.i did the same last time. that doesnt feel good. u think that is the best? NO..that makes all ur friends worry about u. last time i use to do that, my friends knew something wrong but just that i dont admit, then when the time pass. i realized how tired i was to just hiding it from friends. Midnight,my friend call, and i just cry on the phone. that is like a relief after all.(u knw who u are lar)

so sometime just tell ur friend a think about u. although they dont understand a think that u say but just tell them. u will feel much more better..

i dont know what is going to happen to u but i think u will be better than last time.
u know what's the best for u so just do it!! i will be there for u anytime.

wow, i didnt know i actually can write this wei..LOL...Be happy everyday!!!



p/s i am still very grateful i have got u, my friends..Especially U JHEK!!!

after the album Goodbuy and Hello, here is another brand new album from Tanya《若你碰到他》

专辑简介：

地球上住著很多人，
有些人我們認識，有些人我們不認識，

『有幾個共同朋友』 『要不要加為好友』
熟悉了，親密了，
然後，等到愛情終結了，
雙方又將回到…..陌生的初始狀態。

如果就像六度分隔理論說的，
「我與世界上任何一個陌生人的中間距離不會超過六個人!」
真的是這樣嗎?

穿梭在人群中的你 我 他
沒有人能預知，我們明天 還會遇見 誰。
P/S this need time to understand..i dont really get it mean, but maybe i will nest time.


i like this MV. somehow it look like taken by a LOMO camera.

ok..i know the BBQ night with 5TH PJ is long time ago. but i think i said in the previous post that the picture will post up later rite. now.. here is it..

1st of all, the preparation and meeting with the BBians..


THIS IS SO CALL FACE PROBLEM!! LOL


see the girl siting so nicely no need to do the thinking one and i think that time Maddie is scolding her..LOL..


FROM the left is Edward Tan, Yeong Jiun and me.


i dont understand why Chua smiling when Edward and I look so stress.LOL..

when BBQ night....

fire lighting


can u see which one is me? lol


Eric's hands on the Chicken..yerr.. dirty one!! lucky got the plastic cover it..

ok..now at the same day before the BBQ night we had our marching practice then after that the juniors were taking there usaha badges with YuHong so i became the victim.. let's see how Yeong Ken made me feel like i am K YENG..



ANOTHER RANDOM PICTURE!!!

Szi wei he got running nose..LOL... see his suffering face..HAHA...

yesterday we had ur marching competition and we got 2nd. Kalah kepada PKBM lagi..grrr... never mind.. juniors u all did the best!! haha.. the formation is very good!! ANYWAY, my point is not that..

my point is the meeting after the marching competition. we all had our COH meeting after the competition. what we discuss i cant talk here if not maddie will kill me, but for me that is not big deal lo..

oh yeah, when the meeting is almost end. i took ishaq's phone to take picture for fun. then i got 2 best shot. the watak utama for the day is.......WAIYAN!!!



I KNOW THE MEETING IS BORING BUT U NO NEED LIKE THAT DE..


Best KOKO-CRUNCH promoter ever..

oh my god!!! i can't stop laughing when i see this 2 picture.
when i took this 2 picture that time i was laughing like mad then i pass it to ishaq then he pass around. we all laugh like hell wei..and i dont waiyan to touch the phone cause she might delete it so that girl start crying when we dont let her see the photo. LOL...

nothing much to say. cause really dont know what to say. ok..i know i am crapping now..

i did a lot of thinking lately.

i did cry when i actually SMS-ing my friend who is talking bout my past.(that is embarrassing)LOL..

i did feel crazy when ignorance take place.

i did know that something have change inside of me and i actually happy with it.LOL.

i did not know how to answer Szi Wei when he only ask me 'why are u looking so happy?!'

i did know that something is changing between u and me.

i did know the answer but i tot people change. but that wont be u,i should know that earlier.

i did know everything that is in my head. but i just dont know what is bothering me and i think i just can't accept it.(i guess)

ok..i dont know why i write this.

I am sorry i can't be perfect.


i said that to myself.

cause i feel damn disappointed with myself now. i don't know why. so disappointed. i tot i change AND i become better BUT at the end i didn't change at all, AND becoming worst. DISAPPOINTED!! THAT IS BAD!!!