since Chee Yoong ask me to update and simple crap in my blog so i decide to share this..haha...

ok. i just do a quiz. quite true also..
here is the result.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

that is all la.haha..

ok..i dont know what happen to me now. seriously.
i suppose to know what am i doing and i had a plan.
and my plan just run and gone ever since u come near.
feel like wanna slap you!!! i am serious.

i planed everything very nicely and i can expect what i can feel after all the plan.
but one thing i didnt consider is your reaction and ur suddent question which come out from no where. damn it..
and that ruin everything..

now?? what can i do?? just continue my plan and i know u will ask after my plan is over. damn it....

just let me to be like that la pls..cause that will make me feel better.

i know, my blog is dead. i didnt update long time ad.

a lot of things happen this month. ok. i celebrated my birthday with my best friends. that is quite fun actually. untill i know that kelly not coming because of something. that is the most angry want. but relax i am not anymore.

CHS campfire was over, wendy, waiyan kelly and i were the only f4s going, so senior ask me to cheer intead. guess how i cheer? stand on the chair and cheer out. that is kinda fun actually like shouting all the stress out..wow. and u know what's the best part? is two days after the CHS campfire, i went to tuition with Jing Wen(CHS ranger) and i told her i am the one who stand on the chair and cheer. she was like 'WTH? that is u?? no wonder la. chilli padi can shout like that' hahha...

and i found out my friends about something. if u are close with me and my gang, u will know what's happening now la. ok. i am sorry to kelly and waiyan that i have done that to u guys. i made u guys felt very bad at the CHS campfire. i am sorry ok. but that time i just dont know why i did that. i just cant understand myself ok. i am sorry. i am kinda guilty after i have done that. oh gosh, feel like crying only..okok.enough of the guiltiness..hahha...

ok. i think i need to make myself clear about something with waiyan here.
i know u feel uncomfortable whenever u saw me with the XXX appear beside u.but i do feel uncomfortable also, i just keep avoiding, as u can see rite? and whenever i do so, u try to make peace between me and XXX again. that one i understand also. i dont dislike him ok?! hahha i dont know what's wrong with me la. i just want to avoid speak to him. i dont hate him. so dont be misunderstand ok? a case in point 'yuetmay dont like u guys together. so i hate XXX, break up now!!!' i didnt mean that ok? haha
p/s to waiyan : we care for u so we gave our opinion. u actually can dont listen to us,is up to u is ur decision. but u need to clear bout something {do the best thing for urself, protect urself from hurts and bla bla}. We cant judge what u done. follow ur heart girl.

today. carnival sukan...hmm..fun in a wayi guess. hahaha. get to see people ganas and angry faces. damn scary wei. especially the bola baling for guys want(L1 i think) damn ganas wei.next week gonna have 3 testes. Chemistry, Thursday. Bio and sejarah, Friday. and i think moral also. shit...i dont even study wei.not even one subject. oh mannn....wish me good lusk for my test ppl...i think i gonna end here. dont know when will update. so keep viewing my blog for the songs. hahah..

p/s i just cant take the smile on ur face already. that is way too adorable. i am serious. is just u didnt realized.