tag by Rachel...

Rules:

* U must answer everything
* Have to be honest...no lying
* Answer exatcly what the question asked you

Best Friends:

1. Who are your best friends?
=Krystle
=Kelly
=Waiyan

2. Why is he/she your best friend?
= they are always with me lo...listen to me and listen to my all those crap..haha

3. Your impressions towards that friend?
= ermm...that is a diffucult question...

4. How long have you all been best friends?
= i meet them when i am form 1..u know howto kira if u know math..

5. Is he/she retarded at times?
= sometime..i am in( u can see my height)..haha

Who Is Your Most...(max:2!)

6. Loyal friend : myself..haha
7. Funniest friend : Sum Sum and Jun Yan
8. Smartest friend : Waiyan(in science only)haha
9. Retarded friend : ....
10. Weirdest friend : Kelly (u will never know wat she is thinking if u dont know her)
11. Best looking friend : of course Krystle(hot woman)
12. Disgusting friend : Jun Yen(u should listen to his sex joke mann)
13. Silliest friend : Wendy??
14. Athletic friend : Yu Hong??(football..football..sleep..eat..football again)haha
15. Outstanding friend : all of my friends...haha

Friends:

16. Do you have lots of friends?
= i think so but best friends not too much...

17. Why you don't/do have a lot of friends?
= u should ask those who hate or like me...

18. Is it you that causes friends to hate you?
= sometime..i dont know...not sure..ask them

19. Do you have any enemies?
= i hate alot ppl..haha...but i wont do anything to them..so dont worry..i hate doesnt mean that tey are my enemy..haha..different case

20. Why is she/he your enemy?
= u no need to know..

21. Do you wish you guys didn't start arguing?
= i want to start a fight...hhaha...that is nice..jkjk

22. Did you made a mistake that caused you to ALMOST lose a friend?
= no..i think..primary school la..now tak ada lo..i think...

23. Are you a good friend?
= at least i didnt betray them...i dont know..ask them

More than friends :

24. Did you have a crush on your "friend"?
= ya..once..

25. Who is he/she?
= a very charm and cute guy..haha..

26. Do you have a bf/gf?
= mean now?? no wor..haha..single sometime is the best..dont u think so huh??

27. Does your parents allow you to have one?
= they didnt say they are not allow..haha...

28. Have you ever broke up with them cause of something stupid?
= something stupid means??

29. How old are you?
= 15...still very young huh?? ahha

30. How old is your bf?
= future bf?? i am not god...

31. Do you think is right to have one at this age?
= sometimes

32. Are you desperate in having one?
= not really..

33. Do you think you're in love?
= now?? obviously no...

34. Do you enjoy not being single?
= sometime..haha

35. Did your life change because of him/her?
= a lot...thanks to him lo..from the bottom of my heart..

36. Is he/she the best thing that ever happened to you?
= that is wat i tot last time..but now..i dont think so..

I tag :
= Waiyan
= Boon Lye
= Maddie
= Jane
= Yu Hong

good luck..

ok guys..i gonna talk about twilight today..if u are not a twilight fan or didnt read the book or u didnt watch the movie u maybe dont know wat am i talking bout and this will be damn boring to u...so u can just click other people link if u think that is boring..(i know u will)

ok..i watch Twilight movie yesterday in TGV...most but not all is teenagers..but honestly, Twilight book is better than Twilight movie..that is not wat i expect at first..that is the same between the book and the movie anyway..

that is the worst when i see Jacob..i was like omg how i gonna watch New Moon and Jacob is with a long hair?? and u guys can imagine that Jacob transform to the werewolf with his long hair?? as u know half of the New Moon is about Jacob and Bella, wat if Bella and Jacob have a walk in some where and some guys behind them called them leng lui and when Jacob turn back and see those guys run away??(this is the Malaysia version)haha..

and the most funny part in the movie is when Edward come to Bella room at night and then they talk talk talk untill Bella felt asleep on Edward's chest and this time u should look at Edward's face..damn funny mann...

i like the part when James, Victoria and with another traker vampire are hunting a mann on a bot..wat they say is funny mann...

i also like the part when the whole family of vampire playing baseball..wow..that is nice mann..and the part when James broke Bella's leg and then Edward came and safe her and his face is on a mirror..that part is the nice part..and and and there is also Alice sit on James shoulder and broke is neck and then threw him into the fire..that is yeng mann....

and they cut all those scence when Bella and Edward kiss..wth?? but who cares...and then the movie is quite nice but is like Bella and Edward seldom talk in the movie..who cares..haha...

i like the book more then the movie...but i still expect New Moon will be screening next year??!! dont know when la..and i think Jacob have a hair cut any way..haha...

p/s if anyone have a Twilight saga please borrow me..i want Eclipse!!! i cant find it!!and go and watch Twilight or read the book..that is a nice and romantic story..haha..

yesterday nothing to do..so i read a chinese novel..《第一次亲密接触》'The First Intimate Contact'..this is the book i read before..cause long time didnt read so forgot the story ad...the story is about a guy who meet a girl in some make friends webside(i think)..then they 2 didnt get together..cause the girl sick ad..i dont know wat is the name called but those who have this sickness one will die..if u guys got watch ‘溏心风暴之家好月圆'one will know..that is wat 泳林 get then she die...haha...back to the book...at the end the girl die ad lo..this is the webside of the book..Click Here


in the book...there is something intersting...here we go..
this part is the first chapter..
跟她是在网路上认识的。怎么开始的？我也记不清楚了，好像是因为我的一个plan吧！
那个plan是这么写的：

“如果我有一千万，我就能买一栋房子。
我有一千万吗？没有。
所以我仍然没有房子。

如果我有翅膀，我就能飞。
我有翅膀吗？没有。
所以我也没办法飞。

如果把整个太平洋的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火。
整个太平洋的水全部倒得出吗？不行。
所以我并不爱你。”

the girl called Flying Dance in the novel..this is her 'plan'..
“我轻轻地舞着，在拥挤的人群之中。
你投射过来异样的眼神。
诧异也好，欣赏也罢。
并不曾使我的舞步凌乱。
因为令我飞扬的，不是你注视的目光。
而是我年轻的心。”

p/s 'plan' is something like the display message in ur MSN or when u view a person fs profile the 1st part of the page..(i hope u understand la..cause i said like quite complicated..)

the more intersting is this..
其实网路上的邂逅，的确是很浪漫。
因为浪漫通常带点不真实，而网路并不真实。
所以由此观之，网路上的邂逅是具备浪漫的条件。
“痞子……网路为何不真实？……虚幻的应是人性而非网路，不是吗？……”
话虽如此，但网路由于有很安全的防护措施，所以通常会产生三种人。
第一种人会在网路上突显其次要性格。
一般人应该具有多重性格，而在日常生活处世中，所展现的为主要性格。
次要性格很可能被压抑，也很可能自己本身并未察觉有这种性格。
但在网路上，代表自己的，已不再是血肉之躯，而是一些英文字母。
少了所有的应酬与必要的应对进退，也少了很多利害关系。
于是猪羊变色，反而在刻意或不自觉的情况下，展现自己的次要性格。
“是这样吗？……那第二种人呢？……”

第二种人会在网路上变成他“希望”成为的那种人。
人性千奇百怪，一定会有某些性格是你特别欣赏与羡慕的。
但很可惜，这些性格未必为你所拥有。
于是你会很希望成为拥有这些性格的另一种人。
而网路正好提供这个机会，让你变成这种人。
举例而言，平常沉默寡言的，在网路上可能会风趣健谈。
而害羞文静的，则很容易变成活泼大方。
“痞子……你在盖吗？……那第三种人呢？……”

我没臭盖，这是我一个念台大心理研究所朋友的硕士论文。
第三种人会在网路上变成他“不可能”成为的那种人。
上帝是导演，它指定你必须扮演的角色，不管你喜不喜欢。
而网路上并没有上帝，因此所有角色皆由你自导自演。
于是你很可能在网路上扮演你日常生活中根本不可能扮演的角色。
举例而言，你若是女的，很可能会在网路上变成男人。反之亦然。
或者你已30岁，很可能会在网路上装成17岁的幼齿姑娘。反之亦然。
又或者你明明是恐龙，很可能会在网路上以绝代佳人自居。反之亦然。
“痞子……那你是属于那一种人？……而我呢？……”

我不愿意相信你是第三种人，因为我也不是第三种人。
而由于在网路上第一种人最多，所以你也不是第一种人。
因为你特别。而让特别的你所欣赏的我，自然也有点特别。
所以我们都是第二种人。
“痞子……你很臭屁ㄛ……那如果我们都是第二种人……是好还是坏呢？……”

这不是好与坏的问题，而是应不应该的问题。
我们应该要成为第一种人，而不应该成为第二或第三种人。
“痞子……请继续放吧！……小女子洗鼻恭闻……”

第一种人最真实。
因为他所展现的，还是属于自己的性格。
而且换个角度想，他反而更能挖掘出自己潜在的优点。
例如有很多人在板上写文章后，才发觉自己有当作家的天份。
也有很多人在板上和人开骂后，才惊讶自己的脸皮厚度不输给立法委员。
于是从网路上得到成长。

第二种人最愚蠢。
因为他总是羡慕别人的优点，而忘了去欣赏自己本身的优点。
如果他是柠檬，就应该试着去喜欢酸味，而不是去羡慕水蜜桃的甜美。
因为水蜜桃也可能羡慕柠檬的酸。
“痞子……那么你我都是酸柠檬罗！……这样算不算同是天涯沦落人？……”
酸则酸矣，沦落则未必。
而且两个酸柠檬碰在一起，不也挺浪漫？
“痞子……别又假装浪漫ㄛ！……你果然是希望变成浪漫的第二种人……”
好厉害，这样也会被她抓包。看来她比我酸。

“痞子……My ears will go on……所以也请你go on……”
第三种人最可怜。
因为如果他必须变成另一种他不可能成为的人，才能得到乐趣。
那么无论他能不能得到乐趣，他都无法享受这种乐趣。
而且久而久之，便会得到所谓的“网路性精神分裂”。
他很容易将所有的人际关系与喜怒哀乐，建在网路上。
一旦离开了网路，便会无所适从。

“痞子……能不能告诉我……为什么你是第二种人？……”
其实也很简单。主要是因为我平凡。
我身材不高也不矮，长相不丑也不帅，个性不好也不坏。
虽然已习惯于平凡，但有时却不甘于平凡。
因此网路便成为我让自己不平凡的最佳工具。

“痞子……可是你刚说你有点特别的……不是吗？……”
平凡加上有点特别，所以是特别平凡。
所以我更希望成为另一种人。

“痞子……那你希望变成谁呢？……”
我当然希望像阿泰一样，浪漫而多情，风趣而健谈。
因为这是我所缺乏的。
“痞子……那我呢？……”

你？我不知道。
你想轻舞飞扬，希望尽情挥年轻，舞动青春。
但如果这只是你无法做到的希望，那么只有两种可能。
一是你即将老去；二是你时日无多。

this is the last chapter of the book...the girl die 2 month ago and she send a letter to the guy before she die..

那封咖啡色的信，信封上有着另一种娟秀的字体……
写着……“To：痞子蔡（我的青蛙王子）”……
这是我第一次看到轻舞飞扬的字迹。
没想到她的字，也会轻轻地舞着……

我忍住颤抖的手，慢慢地拆开这封咖啡色的信。
里面有张照片和南台戏院1997年12月31日下午2点20分11排13号的票根……
票根上在“痞子蔡”的签名旁……她又签下了“轻舞飞扬”。
另外还有一张蓝色的信纸……
信纸上有我熟悉的Dolce Vita香水味道……

照片上的她，站在一片青绿的草原上。
并穿着我们第一次见面时的那套咖啡色系的衣服……
也就是像炭烧咖啡的鞋袜……像摩卡咖啡的小喇叭裤……像蓝山咖啡的毛线衣……
还背着那个像Cappuccino咖啡的背包……
照片后面写着：

“Dear jht：

咖啡色是双鱼的我……蓝色是天蝎的你……
咖啡色的信封内装着蓝色的信纸……知道我的意思了吗？……：)
看到我这杯香浓的咖啡……你会想喝吗？……
口水千万要吸住……别滴下来ㄛ！……:P

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　FlyinDance”

我闪过一丝苦涩的笑容。
我想我会滴下来的，应该不是口水。
而蓝色信纸的内容很简单：

“如果我还有一天寿命，那天我要做你女友。
我还有一天的命吗？……没有。
所以，很可惜。我今生仍然不是你的女友。

如果我有翅膀，我要从天堂飞下来看你。
我有翅膀吗？……没有。
所以，很遗憾。我从此无法再看到你。

如果把整个浴缸的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火。
整个浴缸的水全部倒得出吗？……可以。
所以，是的。我爱你……

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　轻舞飞扬”

this is a very romantic story...if u wanna read the book ..Click Here

DAMN IT...

i cant online and cant check my own mail...deng....
well...twilight again...ya...next week in the cinema...just saying..and i WANT ECLIPSE...i went to library for 3 time to find that book but three time also i can't find or already borrow...haizz....

and my sis...she is going to NS....oh no..T.T...i gonna miss her..so that's means that i gonna be alone in the house if my eldest sis not at home..then i will be damn boring mann...no one make fun.no one tell joke..oh no...she will be going NS next month untill the 11st of Mac..she is going to PERAK...oh no....OOHHH-NOOOO...

besides..I WANNA GO OUT....i wanna go out with my friends...really...but always is a wrong timing..like when Krystle ask me to go out then i sure got something else to do one..when i free i want to go out then my friends bz..

something funny...my eldest sis went out to her friend's house..she said she go to her friend's house to have Maggie mee...wat the hell...reason is my house got no junk food(that is good)...no Maggie Mee(that is good too..) but when u are really hungry and u are lazy to cook then Maggie Mee is the best choice...ok..too much Mee..cukup la..

and last week my dad said that we gonna paint the whole house..ask me to choose the colour and drawn the pelan of my house..dang...why me?? why me?? why always me??(is that something familiar?? ya..to those when to the shiang yang campfire)...
















here is it..i am not that pro in drawing like Madeliene or Chi Cheng so this is the best i can do la..
nothing to say liao...haizz....I CANT GO MSN!!!!

ok...i dont know wat to say now...

oh ya...i remember ad...yesterday Sean and Lavender came to my house..oh my god..they are still so cute mann..they just came back from Peneng...Sean is so leng zai mann..hahaha....if my sis read this she will sure lol..hahaha...


and i dont know wat to say ad...

oh ya..i watch Gossip Girl season 2...for 5 episode..i tot that is not nice one but that day i really boring i go and click and click my dad laptop..my sis download punya..that is quite nice la...i dont know why the hell i worte this...


now...i really got nothing to say...so ciao...

yeah rite..i sick ad...
my god...that is not fever..wth...i like fever then selema mann..
yesterday even worst...haiz...skip this...


oh yeahh..that is 15 days to go for the coming up twilight movie...oh yeah...ok..fine..people will think i am siao..people = madeleine..haha..but that is damn nice...haha...
skip this...

and i dont know wat to say ad...i want to go to library tomorrow or friday...but tomorrow have a conversation meeting in MSN...haizzz...i wanted to skip that la..lazy to do..hey.. wen qian and alex..u guys go dim la..haha..joking joking...

nothing to write ad la...damn f****-ing boring la..haizz...that's all la..

as u know..we have our last troop meeting saturday..if u want to read some detail u can go to Madeleine or Rachel or Jon blog...lazy to said bout that..

yeah,kelly, waiyan and i ciao early around 9 something i think. that time the ex-senior came, long time didnt see them ad..haha..after that we went to kelly's house,before that we go for supper and we saw Sum Sum. haha...He damn cute la, act like paiseh onli..haha..after finish supper we go to kelly house like i mention just now...kelly show us her photo..wahahha...taht is damn funny mann..look like damn noob la..haha...cute also..haha

then today..monday...i dream something that is really really really weird..in the dream i can sure i know who is him and i know wat we are doing..that is pretty clear..i can also feel the warm..but i can sure that i was dreaming..cause i know that it wont happen again..so..like that la..u guys no need to think so much it is just a dream, that is the same thing i told myself over and over again..

and and and to all those student who taking SPM..good luck..and dont stress mann...and special to my sis, chui..dont stress mann..chill...u can do it want..haha...good luck...


p/s 将专署的动作留个专署的人，将最专署的动作保留给有权利用有的人，为了防止误会的发生。

fine...it meant nothing....

gone by BOOOOM...that's it...everything gone...

today wat to talk about leh??
alright...let's talk bout cry and tears...

when is the last time u cry??
maybe for girls that will be one month or maybe 2 month ago...
guys?? maybe one years or longer than that..i guess...

the reason why u cry??
alot....look...some people's like to cry if he/she cant gt anything he wants..or maybe watch a romantic drama or some sad drama then u cry....very normal for that...

do u ever cry when u listening some song??
i did...i dont know when ad...feels like long time ago...this year la.. some songs that make me cry are 后来 by 刘诺英this is a very very nice song...the liric in the song will be like this...
后来，我总算学会了如何去爱..
可惜你早已远去，消失在人海..
后来，我总于在眼泪中明白..
有些人一旦错过了就不再...
that is a really nice song...
another one is 鸵鸟 by 元卫觉醒 very nice also...
这不是鸵鸟的心态
只是我还无法释怀
我还爱你再不会说出来

sometime cry is very good to ur health..i think..stress to much is not good...cry or scream is good..hahhaa....that is all i will say la..

i just crap in this post onli..hahha...nothing to do...

ohh....i finally can finish NEW MOON yesterday...wow...i take almost 4 days to read mann(i guess)..no choice..i got no free time to read it..a lot of work to do..yesterday and today finally can relax..haha...

so i guess i only can return the book to Jane by Friday...i am so sorry Jane..i will ask the delivery boy(Yu Hong) to pass he book to u that day..haha...thx Yu Hong..hahhaa.....

i got a lot to say about wat i had done this two days...but i guess this is not a correct place to tell u guys....u know la...need to care of people's feeling as well..so i just skip that...

and i want ECLIPSE...anyone have it?? can i borrow?? Did u guys know that Twilight series will continue by Midnight Sun?? i guess u guys knew it...haha...i just want Eclipse..hahha...

i dont know wat to say ad...and i hope Satyan can get all the signature so that we can start MD as soon as possible...ya...and stop asking me to go and get signature with him!! all right... that is all i can said...if u wanna scould me just go ahead...

yuetmay is pissed off but she very very very very hope the others can borrow her Eclipse...anyone??