Can't catch me.

everything is changing...//

Wednesday, April 30, 2008 @ 17:28

Everything is changing in this world..

you are changing..
you change alot...
change until i dont know you..
you changge alot..
you change until you dont know yourself...

i cant find you who did not change..
i cant find the person i like before...
i cant find him..
以前的他去了哪里？？

i am changing..
changing to be somebody for someone..
i dont know who is that..

the thing do not change is..

i need a shoulder to lye on..
i am reallay really tired...
need someone to know me...

I AM NOT THE GIRL//

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,

He said...no.

S he asked him if he would want to be with her forever...

and he said no.

She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry,

and once again he replied with a no.

She had heard enough.

As she walked away,

tears streaming down her face.....

IM NOT THE GIRL...

想太多//

Sunday, April 27, 2008 @ 21:55

是我想太多
你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多....

PLEASE DONT HURT ME AGAIN..//

Friday, April 25, 2008 @ 21:58

i can said i still like you..

but i know is impossible..

i think you know also rite...

you know wat i am trying to said to you just now in msn...

'you dont even care of my feeling'i said

that hurt so bad and that is wat you never know it..

'how i gonna know or care of ur feeling in MSN..'

I just cant tahan it lo....

you will never know..

the thing you should know is dont hurt me again..

please...

what da????//

when we playing che leng that time..
boon lye suddently said that something bout yu hong..
he said what the form 1 told him la..

'dont know why arh..yu hong not that leng zai but many form 1 like him wannaa??'
i were so shock when i heard it..
at the same time i also ask myself why i still can't forget bout him..
haizzz...
many form 1 like him???what da..nevermind la..not my bisness also..
i i nobody to him now..

then suddently boon lye go ask me why last time i like him so much but now i like hate him so much wan?
i also cant answer to myself..
i dont know la..

soo you guys please la..
dont ask me why i hate him soo much and i why i dont wanna talk to him..
cause i dont know also..

forever..//

this is our talk in this morning...with my new good friend..

'why you broke up with yu hong last time wan?' he ask me..

'Do you believe on forever?' i reply..

'ya.. but it will not happen now..'he answer..

' iam really afraid of him to say forever to me...is like i love you forever..your love will last long..or watever la..'

'when he said like that, i were like very afraid to talk to me some more i think i wanna break up with him..'

'you can't make me believe on the word "forever"..'

'i think that is why i break up with him..'i said..

is because of the word forever so we break up...maybe..

need to change..//

Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 18:40

today..chi kuan said wanna forget bout ck..

she said it from her bottom of her heart..

accually me too..

after the olympic thing..

i realise that i am really really hate him..

i dont have the feel like that to him..

dont know why..

i think is because that he trying to ignore me..

dont answer my phone..dont reply my sms..sommore i think he block me in MSN..

wat da..deng..

shit himla..

so now i decided to forget bout him..

i decided alreally..

so last minutes said that he like me or watever..

like last time only..

swt la..

since he dont wanna be friend to me also ..

than i dont kacau you..

多你一个不多，少你一个不少..dont care..

so now i try to be myself..

be a really really really happy gurl that i were being..

have a life that really without u..

be a happy 单身贵族。。。

miss you...//

Sunday, April 20, 2008 @ 17:48

yesterday was our school sport day...

i am a qm so i were on track to told people not to step on it and blablabla...

krystle said she miss hong..

and i think hong is running..

after that, is your turn to run..

i want to cheer for you..

"go..yu hong go.."

but i just do that in my heard..

so sad..

i miss you..

krystle she know me..

so she help me to cheer on you..

wat a good friend is this..

haha

i know you dont wanna talk to me..

even dont wanna look at me..

but please..

dont do like that..

i hate it..

i just wan to be your friend..

just friend..

please...

i want back my right for being your friend..

please..

I feel like wanna cry....//

Saturday, April 19, 2008 @ 20:04

after fall in..i dont know is announsing bout the coh board..
went i knw it..
and you get your post..
i was so happy and so sad as well..
i were remember what you asked me last year...
" if i am holding the c.o.h board..will you keep an arm length from me..?"
on that time..
when i read the sms..
i were thinking.."is our love will last that long..i dont think so.."

i sad and i wanted to cry when i remember what you said..
but than i didnt..
after the meeting..
i wanted to go and said congrate to you..
since you do not wanna talk to me or even look at me..
so i didnt also...
i dont know how to said and dont know how to tell you..
even i dont know how to talk to you face to face now..
so sad...

i will try my best to change...
change to be somebody...
try..............